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Wednesday, March 11th 2015, 9:49pm

Author: Chava

Getting "Over" a bad Guru

Dear Elisabeth, I am still using some exercises which are suitable for my new exercising program I created for myself, I am practising some breath techniques. Nothing belongs to Sw. And I decided to live my life in independence and autenticity. I decided not to allow Sw to influence me at all. I like the exercise - so I do it. Sw will not delimit my life any more. I am stronger, I brought my power back from his hands to mine. He has no power over me. I wish you can enjoy anything you like or is ...

Saturday, July 19th 2014, 1:48am

Author: Chava

Roman

Hi Vlasta, I am sorry I missed it (I am really very rarely on forum, prefering to use my time to live my new free and happy life) but it is also good to know that such a farewell took place here in Czech. When I recieved news about Romans death, I felt in Czech a little bit alone with my pain. So thanks for this event and your sharing. Eva

Tuesday, April 8th 2014, 4:21am

Author: Chava

2014 his Trip to Australia and New Zealand

Sorry Angela, I am completely out of this YIDL stuff. Don´t know anything about him. But in case I can be helpfull let me know. Take care. Eva

Wednesday, June 5th 2013, 1:35pm

Author: Chava

Great yogi on New Zealand TV

I just saw this document: http://www.3news.co.nz/Yogi-swami-faces-…58/Default.aspx Great guru couldn´t find a bit of courage to face two women and camera. So sad. He lies... He said he would speak to her after lecture and he even didn´t dare to come out the house. He asked police to protect him against meeting and speaking with his former disciple - woman with plain hands. Really - that´s something. Swami, please, look at yourself. Look, where you are and wake up. Eva Mukti Vrbová

Tuesday, February 26th 2013, 11:22am

Author: Chava

Thanks for your oppinions

I crossed my fear and thanks to great support of director I decided to take part in this documentary. I participated in the filming last summer. It took some time till TV was able to put this program on the air. I don´t like the document very much... to many things are mixed together on a very small place. But Iam satisfied with my job. My great gratitude and thanks belong to Ulrike for her coming to my country and supporting me. I hope this is my last deal with YIDL and HIM. All my debts are pa...

Saturday, November 24th 2012, 2:33pm

Author: Chava

Spotting of the Big O

Just for info Swami will be at Strilky in December 21st-23rd. I have the oportunity to read some e-mail from Prague YIDL people. They still believe that there was waged a compaign agaist THEM. I don´t mind anymore, it´s their free will ,but it is really interesting for me to see how the mind of people (who I know very well) can also work. And those who dare to say words compaign against them are the most open among them... others even don´t dare to speak about whole think at all. There are also ...

Saturday, November 10th 2012, 4:08pm

Author: Chava

Thanks to Cici

Dear Cici, I don´t know where the truth about your role in YIDL is. I am not sure what you know and didn´t know. I even don´t care any more. I knew the truth about our guru for 15 years from my personal experience and wasn´t able to be truthfull even to myself. It is part of my life, that´s all. What I bring with me from your dids is your decision to leave YIDL and YIDL´s reaction, which helped me to find other women with same experience and to find the strenth to quit YIDL. And after 1,5 year f...

Monday, July 23rd 2012, 9:21pm

Author: Chava

Steve Hassan BITE Model

I can just confirm last note. One of my yoga friends was invited as a witness 20 years ago to sexual intercount with one of HIs gopis. Woman was there voluntarily and as far as I know she did it voluntarily not only for this time. My friend claims she was never invited again to be witness of it or to become his gopi.

Thursday, June 7th 2012, 1:02am

Author: Chava

Offer of meeting

On May 23rd I send a letter to xxx by e-mail (to Fellowxxxxx,swami JxxxxPxxi and Czech YIDL association). Besides other personal thinks I also offered him meeting on neutral ground. No reaction at all till now - just silence. All the best to you all. Eva

Friday, April 27th 2012, 12:32pm

Author: Chava

Spotting of the Big O

Hi to everybody, I have confirmation from few people from Czech republic - he will be in Strilky. Some of them are already on their journey there. info from http://www.swamixx.tv/stream/eu/eu-Vienna (correct the webside before using it :-)) 27 Apr 12 LIVE! 19:30 - 20:45 Live webcast from Strilky Evening Satsang with Sxaxiji from Strilky, Czech Republic. I wish you nice weekend. Eva

Monday, February 27th 2012, 11:37pm

Author: Chava

Someone i care about is still under the SM spell

Vegetarianism is fine but it doesn´t say anything significant about the person who is vegetarian. He can be open-minded as well as bigoted, he can be empathetic as well as cruel etc. I found in my life vegetarians leading their lifes according to their fears and people eating meat with courage to life their lifes with congruation with their ideas and feelings. I found in my life people eating meat and leading their lifes according to their fears and vegetarians with courage to life their lifes w...

Saturday, December 24th 2011, 9:10pm

Author: Chava

V.H.

Yes, may he rest in peace. I don't want to judge his deads. If he did not do anything more than united Czech nation just for some a while in 1989 and 2011 - who from Czech people can say he manage to do the same in last 50 years? Maybe he was naive, trusted not so good people etc, etc... but he was trying to do the best. This is what I respect and what inspires me. In his last months nuns were taking care about him together with his wife. There is a small part of the dialogue with nun Veritas. I...

Thursday, December 15th 2011, 2:01pm

Author: Chava

how to leave

Unexde, I just forgot to thank you for this question. I think this question can be basic for many other people who are just on the edge of stayig/leaving and opionions written here can be helpfull (even for those who prefer read this forum and not to write)

Thursday, December 15th 2011, 1:27pm

Author: Chava

how to leave

Quoted from "unexde" By mantradiksa ritual was established an "eternal relationship" betwen "master and disciple" (I always felt cheated, because nobody have explained me this before) and I want to know, if exist a way, how to take it back - towards me My situation is different in this thing. I don´t believe XXXXX is a spiritual master. I don´t feel any obligations towards him. I don´t feel oblidged to foolfill promise I gave to an abuser and manipulator. Honestly I even don´t remember what I h...

Wednesday, December 14th 2011, 10:00am

Author: Chava

how to leave

Quoted from "unexde" Can anybody explain how is the correct way how to return mantra/kria? It depends on what do you think with the word "correct"? Correct towards whom or towards what? Towards XXXXX? Towards you spiritual path? Or towards you? Are you affraid that it can couse you some problems if you finish to practise it? My approach to this subject is - do anything with kriya and mantra what you feel is good for you. What I will write now is just my personal experience. I recieved kriya in ...

Tuesday, December 13th 2011, 6:44pm

Author: Chava

Vegetarianism

My classmate who is disciple introduced me vegetarianism. It fited like a piece of a puzzle to my wish to avoid all kind of violence. Actually I think vegetarianism was one of the main reasons why I became a disciple. I had never problems to be a veggie, I had never had to controle myself. My health condition improved in some aspects. After five years of being veggie I found out, that I have a thought in my mind, I am something better that non-veggies. I didn´t like this discovery at all, so I a...

Thursday, December 8th 2011, 12:01am

Author: Chava

Remain silent or speak

Quoted from "ily" And of course you are right in some point - if someone writes sth in public should make an effort to prove it to a public as much as it is possible. I agree. Even though I made an accusation without any proof. I knew that something wrong happend to me with my master and I knew I have no evidences for it. What to do now? Should I be silent? I don´t want to pretend I spoke up to warn other people. It was one of the reasons but not the main one for making my decision. First thing...

Tuesday, December 6th 2011, 1:29am

Author: Chava

Stories of Teaching Yoga in Prisons

I would like to share one story which started nearly at the beginning of my 20 years long YIDL path. It has some common point with Mangotree story... acually thanks to her story and discribed feelings around it a I remembered my experience. I was taking care about Prague ashram with other woman. Her friend (they were close to each other by age) and our guru-sister Vxxx was suffering schizophrenia. (Please, don't deduce, that it was because of YIDL and xxxxx. She had some really traumatic experie...

Sunday, December 4th 2011, 10:57am

Author: Chava

Partners, husbands and wives...

I think to share our path out is the way of heeling for many of us. If it is helpfull for at least one person, it is great. So thanks a lot that you let us know it has some sense for you.

Saturday, December 3rd 2011, 8:30am

Author: Chava

Partners

Partners of people who just decided to leave XXX and YIDL have a very hard time. Somehow thay can feel that whole situation forces them to decide between master/spiritual path and partner. They didn't plan to do such a choice between two things they love ... life made them to do it. And regardless how they decide, they will probably loose one of these things. Oposite to them their "abused! partners felt all the time that there is something wrong and the decision of leaving can be at least at the...