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Monday, March 16th 2015, 8:27am

Author: LenkaKT

Getting "Over" a bad Guru

Dear Elisabeth, I am really sorry to read your message. Few months after leaving, I felt similar, I have felt used, manipulated, cheated. I was sad and my spirutual life was suddenly empty. To overcome such feelings, I have hardly tried to understand, why I allowed in the name of yoga to cheat and manipulate me. It was hurting! I had to realize all my motivations why I was so deep in YIDL... naivity, stupidity, laziness, desire of miracles, desire of fast spiritual progress. I had to face parts ...

Monday, January 19th 2015, 10:53pm

Author: LenkaKT

Past Evil Hidden Forever?

I cannot help with administration, but i am ready to help at least partly with money, so I have the same question: how much does the domain and hosting cost?

Tuesday, February 26th 2013, 10:20pm

Author: LenkaKT

News from Mount Czech Republic

Congratulations Eva! You are simply brave. You look beautiful, peacefull, well done! Thank you very much.

Monday, June 25th 2012, 10:59pm

Author: LenkaKT

Gurur Brahma, Gurur Vishnu...

Tony, it is excellent! Thanks. What fascinates me: Now, I am not able to listen to lectures... it seems to me soo void! I found it boring. Repeating. I remember times when I came back home from the S...iji lecture fully fascinated by his wisdom. And I was always so surprised that when I tried to repeat the message, it did not work. I was able to repeat stories, small parts. But usually I was not able to say, what was the general message.

Thursday, May 3rd 2012, 9:47am

Author: LenkaKT

Spotting of the Big O

Roman, I do not think there is anything special in the orgletter. As far as I remember from organisation letters, the attachement can contain organisation stuff. There was always some kind of this attachement - how to pay, when to pay, the form, how to fill the form etc.

Friday, April 27th 2012, 9:20pm

Author: LenkaKT

Spotting of the Big O

wow, interesting type error! the last try it should be ;-) i am not interested in any trials, i really wanted to ask question. i watched the video stream... i am dissapointed. "purify, purify.... meditate... no kusang." if i try to imagine I am SM, as innocent, i would probably tell to others: i am happy you are here. thank you for coming. i am sorry for all those accusations, try to believe me, i love all of you, you are important. i understand it sounds serious.... blah blah. if i would be gui...

Friday, April 27th 2012, 5:05pm

Author: LenkaKT

Spotting of the Big O

Well, this is good question. My motivation... hard to explain to myself in czech, worse to try to translate it (why I was not more concentrated during english lessons? ;-) I loved SM. I believed he loved me - as parents do. I believed there was some kind of relationship between us. He always declared how he loves his students. After all what I have red here and in the testimonies and so on, I think that it was not symetrical at all. But still, I feel it a little bit unfair to say finally to a re...

Friday, April 27th 2012, 4:06pm

Author: LenkaKT

Spotting of the Big O

Mangotree, thanks. Finally, I found that I am not so brave to go there. I am afraid , because: 1.] I will not be allowed to enter at all. 2.] I will pay and get there. But SM will stay hidden in his appartement and satsang will be closed just for invited people. 3.] I will get to satsang, but no chance to ask questions. 4.] I will be allowed to enter and to ask. But: SM will sit on his big chair, I will stand (sit?) in lower position. All around are people, who are not happy to see me. Hoping, t...

Friday, April 27th 2012, 12:59pm

Author: LenkaKT

Spotting of the Big O

Thank to anybody who will come to Strilky with all the questions from all open letters. I have tried to find it here, but I failed (I am quite busy today). I would love to go. I am afraid that I will not be allowed to enter, or ask questions... and travel 800 km and cancel my family plan for weekend just to stay in front of Strilky... What do you think - is there a chance to get inside? To get the answers?

Thursday, February 23rd 2012, 11:48am

Author: LenkaKT

Someone i care about is still under the SM spell

OK, Roman, the woman was from Virginia I spent just a week in Texas and it was in university, but this was a shock. "OK, you eat this.. you believe in this, OK, you want to wake up in the morninng, OK, do you need any help?" Just respect, no questions... no argumentation. Listening instead of questions. Help instead of argumentation. I do not want to say that everyone I met in Texas was full of respect. But in general, the "level of respect to each other" seemed to me quite high compared to Czec...

Wednesday, February 22nd 2012, 9:38pm

Author: LenkaKT

To be a vegetarian in czech republic ;-)

The translated comment comes from a czech blog. I think it is necessary to add a comment about meat eating in czech. Meat is an obsession. Everybody eats meat. The one, who is not eating meat is weird. Czech mainstream is not tolerant to vegetarians at all. You always have to face a question: Really? Why? You really like animals so much? So, the description of the mixed couple from the comment is very close to the czech food mainstream point of view. And not eating meat can be a reason to divorc...

Friday, December 16th 2011, 8:59am

Author: LenkaKT

how to leave

Quoted from "GodIsDad" Quoted from "unexde" for me the biggest problem is not the mantra and kriya but it is how to forgive myself having seen so many times that things do not go together with common sense and not having reacted. but that could be another thread. Yes!! Welcome on board! I have exactly same feelings! I am not able to practice mantra since I have read the testimonies. When I try to repeat mantra, I see all what is written in testimonies. So I am not practising it any more.

Monday, November 28th 2011, 9:39am

Author: LenkaKT

News from Mount Czech Republic

It was told to me by my friend from Liberec about this woman. They told: "In Chavas testimony, there is a woman. You know her. It is J. P. You know, she told us - it is such a complete nonsence. I have nothing to say. Do not ask me, I do not want to be ivolved, this is not true at all." Maybe I do not reply it directly sentence by sentence (because of my bad english and bad memory).

Saturday, November 26th 2011, 10:58am

Author: LenkaKT

2012

It was not my aim to make you upset. It was just a notice... The book is from the middle of 16th century. It is just that now we see all the technology development, socilology development and so on. But in the book the autor was excited exactly same way, regarding to technology development never seen in history, society development and so on. To the "2012 problem", in fact I have heard once a radio interview with SM. I do not remember it word by word, I remember just a message: Practice and do n...

Saturday, November 26th 2011, 8:27am

Author: LenkaKT

2012

Quoted from "GeorgNaggiesExUshmey" On the other hand it's obvious that compared to earlier periods we now live in an era of accellerated development. Things are evidently happening and at a quickening pace at that. I have a book written in the time when the blood circulation was invented. The author of the book uses exactly same senteces as you. You can find it in more books written by old authors. I mean that development is simply accellerating. In all the times people were living in the era o...

Thursday, November 24th 2011, 7:52am

Author: LenkaKT

A Donkey Between Two Heystacks

Following text is translated fom my pesonal czech blog, Tony asked me to publish it here and translanted to english. It is my personal message to friends, to people from classes, to everyone who asks me what I think about all this story. --------------------------- One of the books by Richard Feynman has a story about a starving donkey trapped between two heystacks. As soon as he approaches one, the other grows bigger, and so on. Feynman was using this to illustrate his own tough choice between ...

Wednesday, November 23rd 2011, 8:13pm

Author: LenkaKT

Inside Orange?

Yes. all of you are right. For me, the YIDL forum was just an idea. Simply anything to have some more information. To be able to find the truth... But now I think the best would be if YIDL people come here with real proofs. Well, just to say: I had good time with YIDL, all my friends had good time with YIDL, so testimonies are not right... This is not PROOF. There can be million people with good experiences and still it says NOTHING. Still there CAN be someone with completely different experienc...

Wednesday, November 23rd 2011, 6:32pm

Author: LenkaKT

It seemed to me as a good idea...

Ehm, ehm, well, so, when my friends from my local YIDL organisation found that I am a little bit active in the old forum, they invited me for a coffee. (Maybe it seems obvious, but we do not meet regularly, I nearly do not participate on satsangs, I have no babysitting.) We discussed very openly "the situation". I have tried to explain, why I am rather sniffing on Internet, instead of calling and asking questions. I have tried to explain to my friends that it was hard time for me. First - readin...

Thursday, November 17th 2011, 6:35pm

Author: LenkaKT

Someone i care about is still under the SM spell

I guess the best is to stay open, full of tolerance and ready to support. She maybe needs more time. She maybe will never left SM. If you like her, watch her. If you think she is in danger somehow, just be close to help. Stay quiet and ready to support her when she asks for help. And I guess when she comes, it is necessary to omit sentences like "I told you already...".

Wednesday, November 16th 2011, 2:47pm

Author: LenkaKT

Lineage of Masters

Yes, Sam. It was always my problem with Lila A. - such a number of miracles and no other evidence of such a big guru... But... I wanted to believe in it. My explanation was: "OK, I met no other evidence of such a guru, but who I am? I am not a specialist in history or philsophy... maybe there is some evidence. Besides, oldGuru met him and was his student, why he should lie to us? He simply wrote what is his story." It never come to my mind that there can be a linie of editions and that the text ...