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Wednesday, September 13th 2017, 11:27am

Author: Elisabeth

This forum will probably close soon

Since Roman's death (the father of this forum), some of us have been paying the fees and trying to keep it going. I won't pay anymore, and I don't know anyone who will, some big-shot promised a lot, but will probably not follow through. So, in case anyone out there still cares, you could contact falseswamiji on the paramliar site, or me on my falseguru site, and I will forward your messages. Maybe someone could offer help shifting this forum on to a cheaper platform? All in all, I'm totally anno...

Tuesday, April 25th 2017, 6:15am

Author: Elisabeth

Celebrating yet another year away from PIDL cult

Thanks! Glad you are doing ok. I got contacted by Sadhvi Shivjxxxx from Brisbane about 3 weeks ago. She has left as well. She wanted to tell me that I was right, in that Swampy is a false guru. With her, it wasn't anything to do with Sex Abuse, there were other reasons. She didn't say too much, and the little I know, I'm not allowed to repeat. Strange that she sent me a link to a Current Affair, the form one has to fill out to get a story on TV. It contradicts her belief that one should not spre...

Thursday, March 9th 2017, 10:53am

Author: Elisabeth

Video taken down by Swampy on YouTube

I just checked my Ex Y..L YouTube channel, and found that I have one copyright strike against a Video I uploaded. It's Swampy being interviewed on Breakfast TV, Los Angeles, in 2008 on his tour. I'm surprised, because I would have assumed that the TV station has copyright, he was only a guest on the show. Anyone has any ideas about copyright strikes on YouTube? I think I probably should get hold of the TV station, and notify them of the fact,that Swampy has their video on his channel. Might make...

Monday, May 16th 2016, 9:53am

Author: Elisabeth

Celebrating yet another year away from PIDL cult

Glad someone actually still cares to post here, and glad you're doing ok? Had a bit of a snoop around today on their website, Australia mainly. Saw Swampy on live webcast, well, a minute anyhow, didn't have time nor the patience to listen. And was wondering when he was in Australia last? I cut off all ties with current disciples, so I am in the dark about his Australia visits. Anyone out there who knows? Is he having trouble getting a visa? Banned from "Down under"? Or is he too good for small c...

Sunday, December 20th 2015, 3:35am

Author: Elisabeth

Getting "Over" a bad Guru

Ah, I knew it! Just saw the last one by freeling. I knew the post was too bloody stupid for words. Roland, I think you almost had us there. Yes, I agree with you, that is how a real master would behave. Swampy is the total opposite to that. Christmas crap is getting to me, it's a totally sad world out there. I think I'll have a beer now. Well, Roland, you stirred the pot again, for that I say thank you. I'd love to have you as my first Skype video interview? How about it? I want to add videos on...

Sunday, December 20th 2015, 3:34am

Author: Elisabeth

Getting "Over" a bad Guru

Coming on to the Christmas full moon 2015, I have been contacted by a few shady people who don't really want to reveal their identity to me. And now this nutty post. Total crap. Angela tried to speak to Swampy in New Zealand, and Swampy said in front of the TV crew (the video is there for the world to see on paramliar or on my You Tube channel and false guru site) "We'll speak after, please". When the lecture was over, instead of speaking to Angela as promised, the police was called. The complai...

Friday, May 29th 2015, 2:59am

Author: Elisabeth

Warning Signs of a Cult

I"ve actually communicated with Steve Hassan about 4 years ago, via e-mail. He suggested to me that I try and fill out his "BITE" model. (Behaviour, Information, Thought and Emotions - the control of them in a cult) I think I even posted it here on the forum, asking people to help. Nobody was interested. Now I'm trying to do it on my own, using the information on this forum to fill it out, step by step. Mission.possible, maybe you would want to also fill it out. Everyone who was in the organisat...

Sunday, May 24th 2015, 1:16pm

Author: Elisabeth

Non Celibate Swamis of Yoga i. d. Life

The big Guru Sw said to his confused and troubled female disciple in Sydney, many moons ago: "It takes two to tango"...please have a look at my page: https://sites.google.com/site/falseguru/…d...life/swami- (sorry, the proper name is not allowed here, it's censored) (hariharanand https:// sites.google.com/site/falseguru/home

Wednesday, May 20th 2015, 11:32pm

Author: Elisabeth

Warning Signs of a Cult

Mission.possible you said: "how to keep our spiritual life alive after such a disaster?" - for me the biggest break-through happened through listening to almost a hundred Near-Death experiences of people. Clearly showed me that "God", the "Light" or whatever you want to call is, is waiting there for us, and that my mum is going to be there, too. And my brother. And in the meantime, bush walking and my garden make me feel close to God.

Wednesday, May 20th 2015, 11:47am

Author: Elisabeth

Warning Signs of a Cult

Watched Steven Hassan last night, in it he mentioned that love is more powerful than brain washing. It was the love of his family that got him away from a cult. I agree with your idea of sharing what works to rebuild your life after a cult experience. Just found this interesting page: http://lifehacker.com/5672291/how-to-manipulate-people

Tuesday, May 19th 2015, 5:12am

Author: Elisabeth

Warning Signs of a Cult

Totally sucks. I'm sure there are proper channels for Nepal donations, and Y.L is not one of them, that for sure. It'll be one dollar for you, one for me, and one for the ashram and a cent to Nepal.

Tuesday, May 19th 2015, 5:08am

Author: Elisabeth

Have put up my "false guru" site again

https://sites.google.com/site/falseguru/ - Have decided to put it up again. Cici and Roman are gone, but I'm still here, and I haven't forgotten the pain the Swami caused me. I will leave it for good, in cyberspace, for future generations of wide-eyed Yoga beginners and Cult recruits.

Sunday, May 10th 2015, 10:13am

Author: Elisabeth

Warning Signs of a Cult

Yes, true. But it is very time consuming to read through it all. A quick-to-read concise website with all the main points in relation to Y..L and the Swami, that would be good. Reason I'm posting now is the fact that they are milking the Nepal disaster to get funds. Every time there is a major disaster, they are asking for money, with the promise to send it on to the people who need it. I don't believe it. How about the Swami giving his own money to the people in Nepal? He's got money, heaps of ...

Thursday, April 30th 2015, 9:11am

Author: Elisabeth

Warning Signs of a Cult

Thank you, Mission.Possible. I've spent quite a bit of time reading through the link you gave, and got lost...jumping from one great page to another. I liked the page on "What truly makes an enlightened being"...can't remember the correct heading. That was very interesting. Maybe we should put our heads together and make another google website, I took mine down a few years ago, but I think another site would be good, listing again all the points that troubled me about Sw M, maybe listing everyth...

Wednesday, April 1st 2015, 8:05pm

Author: Elisabeth

Getting "Over" a bad Guru

Dear All, Thank you for your replies. Was really helpful. The question about what I wanted from him was helpful, why I was interested in the first place. For me, it was to do with my search for my mother on the other side, I had to grow up without her and my childhood was quite sad and filled with physical and emotional abuse, trauma and neglect. Luckily, these days there are lots of accounts of "Near death experiences" on YouTube, and I have strong hope to meet her again "over there". So, thank...

Wednesday, February 25th 2015, 2:24am

Author: Elisabeth

Getting "Over" a bad Guru

Thanks. I can't help but associate Yoga with the big fat orange dude, yes, it's a kind of label, isn't it. When I do stretch, I immediately think of my bad Yoga Trip, I should just see it for what it is: It's just stretching, really. And the same with the breathing, I know, I should just focus on the breath, rather than think Pranayama and having orange images in my head, and then going into an angry fit, or a sad mood. Once the mind has formed associations, it's not easy getting over it. I wish...

Sunday, February 22nd 2015, 10:36am

Author: Elisabeth

Getting "Over" a bad Guru

I would love to hear from anyone out there, either Ex-Y....L, or any other spiritual group. For me personally, every time I attempt to do Yoga again, be it Asanas, or Pranayama, I remember Swami M., and I get totally emotional, angry, bitter, sad, etc, etc. And even though I know that I shouldn't wish harm on anyone, I'd love him to go to hell. Oops. Sorry. But I do. I've heard on the Net that to get over a bad spiritual experience, is to throw yourself into another one. It's almost like, ok, yo...

Wednesday, October 15th 2014, 5:51am

Author: Elisabeth

Past Evil Hidden Forever?

Thank you for your replies. I know it's such a sad and cruel world, so much evil out there, Big O is only one of them. So, you say, there is a lot of back-ground activity? People reading it, sharing it, etc. That's good. So good. I just wish one day they will all show their faces and make YouTube videos, no one could ever force YouTube to take them down. Unlike the videos I tried to view, it said something about "too many views already", YouTube loves views, the more the better. Maybe one day I ...

Monday, October 6th 2014, 11:17am

Author: Elisabeth

Past Evil Hidden Forever?

Is this forum close to being extinct? I sent an e-mail to the paramliar team about the videos not playing, now some of them are, but still: What is happening? Cici left this mortal realm, so did Roman, and now nobody writes on this forum anymore? Where are the many, many women who have been abused by the Big S? I can only say that he brushed "accidentally" against my breasts, not once, no, but twice, back in 2005. And then he mentioned that it would be nice to "kuscheln", German for snuggle. Tha...