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Thursday, February 20th 2014, 1:13pm

YIDL Audience

I watched sexabuse site and this site since the first abuse scandals became public. It was in the middle of the economic crisis which caused DILY profits to decline. I never became bakhti but knew enough facts to put together a real image with your help.

At first I became interested in yoga because I liked yogic exercise. Then over the years the company started to suck me in: new 'friends', routine, slow indoctrination, etc. Once it was mentioned that Swampiji is a father figure to their disciples. I would like to confirm that this was true at least for me. I have an abusive father who subjugated his mother until her death. I never had his mercy because I was always trying to protect her. This luggage stayed with me through adulthood and I was probably thinking that I found a replacement. Thus I was happy to follow and work for Swampiji until I learned what kind of criminal lowlife I really am dealing with.

I opened this thread because I would like to explain at least my reasons why I joined DILY. So anyone new to DILY who is thinking about joining will have reasons to think twice before being recruited.